Haha... Its been so long since i last updated my blog.. haha.. a lot of dust liao..
Finish final year exams le... graduating le.. haha. But more decisions are to be made after that.. Life is full of obstacles.. Is just a matter of how we deal with it.
Recently the 2 NTU students, some people might say, "what are they thinking, man?". Everyone does things for a purpose. What is their purpose? Why do they wanna do that? A lot of people will say... They are so foolish.. Nothing is impossible... But have you ever thought that if someone was there to listen, to understand and to care for them, will make things better?
I used to think that committing suicide is a very foolish act.. Why must they kill themselves.. so selfish.. never think about their loved ones.. Haha.. But after some thoughts, I find that some things is easier said than done. What if I'm the one thinking of committing suicide? Why do i wan to kill myself? Sometimes, things aren't just go in the way you want it to be. Must be able to learn to accept things, or being rejected.
This year, I realised how much it is so important to cherish what you have now. Be satisfied with what you are and what you have.. Life is so fragile...
Case 1:
My Big Uncle (my mom's big bro) passed away at his own apartment just a few days before 2009. My cousin cried so hard on the phone when i happen to picked up. His passed away was so sudden that it shocked us. No one knew what happen actually.. But according to my Aunty-in-law (his wife), when she reached home, he was already lying on the floor motionlessly. That's when she found that he was dead.
Case 2:
After Chinese New Year, my bf's friend passed away due to organs failure. I happen to knew him a little as i meet him a few times.. He is friendly and helpful.. that's all i can say about him as i don really knew him that well. He went for a heart operation as one or more of his arteries ( i think so) is not functioning well. He went for the operation in december. After the operation, everything seems well.. but no one expected that things start to worsen. His organs starts to fail one after another... He fought till the end..
Case 3:
A week ago, my lower secondary school classmate passed away due to acute leukemia. It was another shocking news when i was informed by my classmates about him. At first he had fever, and was not subsiding.. Doctor thought that he had dengue but it wasn't. He was fighting with the illness for the past 3 months.. He fought hard.. Rest in peace my friend...
Life can be so fragile than you can ever imagine. So, be contented with what you have now.. Cherish everyone around you.. family n friends..
Lastly, I wish everyone all the best in whatever things you are doing.. and take good care of yourself.. Me too.. haha =)
Cheers
cyn cyn
♥ Spongebob.
p.s i am using blue pen today.
